My Disability Does Not Disable Me From My Passion or Purpose

For me, people have always assumed the reason for me being in a wheelchair was because of an accident. And whenever I spoke up the conversation stopped in its tracks. Like most girls I had insecurities, but my insecurities are once I could never hide from myself. I just remember wanting to fit in like everyone else. Especially, when I hit middle school. Up until that point, I felt like every other kid my age.

I think the desire to fit in with your peers is equally just as important for a teen with a disability. Because that desire to prove themselves as equal will be that more challenging because of the adaptations and adjustments that would need to make it possible for them to feel included.

When I was in school the focus was campaigning for the students and meeting their needs to help them become as successful as possible, rather than being fixated on the title, labels, and “buzzwords. I grew up during the floppy disc era, so my biggest worry back then was what game I wanted to play on the computer, Origami Trail or Wheel Of Fortune.

I am also extremely relieved and proud to say that my role models growing up were Punky Brewster, Kids Incorporated, and Ghost Writer. As opposed to now, watching and accepting the dumbing down of the female movement with shows like Keeping Up With The Kardashians, and MTV’s 16 and Pregnant.

I am not going to lie and say, being a teenage girl who happened to be in a wheelchair was all sunshine and fun it wasn’t. And believe or not, those difficult times had nothing to do with my peers, but instead the adults/teachers.

That is not to say that every teacher I had was awful that was not the case. I just saw and experienced a change once I started middle school that continued into high school. Michael J. Fox once said, “If a child can’t learn the way we teach, maybe we should teach the way they learn.” I have had one or two experiences where this should have been practiced. I am not bitter about those experiences.

Instead, I find that those negative experiences were to help me become the person I am today. Just like any other life experience is supposed to. That is one of life’s truth. Not everyone you come across in your life will be easy to get along with. People are complicated by nature, and when that person comes to you as someone you must look at as an authority figure it can be a sticky situation.

But with every sticky and challenging situation, I am faced with to this day I adjust, adapt, and get through it. For me not doing that is not an option. Looking back I realize how fortunate I was to now be exposed to all the pressures that society and social media can bring a child these days.

Especially, a child that may have set of unique needs that need to be met by their school system. Every child should be made aware that whatever challenges they may be facing that those challenges don’t have to define them.

That realization was a real struggle for me to keep in check once I graduated high school in 2001. And it took a lot of internal work for me to sift through all the crap and uncertainty I had to get through because of some very harsh realities I was faced with at the time.

And if I am being completely honest, I have never been more self-assured and confident than I have been in these last two years since I started using my voice for a purpose I truly believe in. And that purpose as always been crystal clear to me from a very young age. To be able to help those less fortunate than me. And I get to do that more now that I have started putting myself out there as a writer.

I also realize now that not only does the unexpected journey lead you to your given destination, but it can also lead you to your destined purpose. My hope for anyone reading this that may be struggling in some way, that whatever they are facing to never let it keep them from reaching their purpose. Because I will never let my disability or anything else keep me from fulfilling my purpose with an absolute passion and determination to help the voiceless find their voice, and finally be heard.

About Author

Jessica Niziolek

Jessica is a writer and founder of the blog, The Abler. She's a disability advocate and freelance writer for several platforms. She's also a poet, and aspiring YA novelist.

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